Hi yesterday I recognized why I named this blog “dearedwin”. I dreamed about my brother even though I didn’t know who he was when I was little. I even though dreamed about that I belonged to a Colombian family and he was the one who protected me.
I knew that I had a great family in Sweden but I did so badly wanted to meet him.
And know I met him and he is all that I dreamt of and that’s why I’m so sad because now I know what I’m going to leave here in Bogota.
Gracias dios para conocer mi familia biológica pues ahora tengo más preguntas de antes y ahora solo quiero estar aquí!
Quiero qué tener un bien relación con mis hermanos biológicos y mi mama.
Quiero qué estar con ellos porque solamente he echado de menos ellos.
La vida es duro y siempre va a ser duro.
Right now I’m thinking about everything that happened yesterday. It makes me cry because I was so happy then. And I talked a lot with my brother Jhon, he means a lot to me because we have the same parents. I hugged him and he just said few things which I didn’t understand but I was happy and I needed that hug!
This day was a bit emotional for me. We met the family at the hotel, then we went to a park with flowers. We ate lunch there and after we decided to go to their house. I sat in the taxi with Jhon, Diego and the woman helped to translate. We came to the house first and there stood my grandfather and I thought “aa he maybe doesn’t know me and is laid back” but no he hugged and that did my grandmother too. I met my aunts and three cousins. I was so happy when I came that I almost started to cry. I love them all so much and I wish I could stay with them forever…
Jhon is my brother and we are so equal… Damn I start to cry now
It feels weird, I’ve never been here and it feels like home to me!!
Is it to early to say that it feels like home here. It’s not because the environment it is because I never want to left my family. When I come to Sweden I want to make so me and Olivia and Alexander will come here because they have to see this too!