So today I went to the counselor for the last time in a very long time which make me realize that I’ve changed so much psychically, I feel stronger. But I will admit that I’m a bit scared, because right now everything is too good to be truth and it hasn’t been like that in a very long time. The last year I didn’t even felt a bit good like I do right now and that makes me wonder, when is the breaking point? When will I start all over again to feel like shit?
I feel blessed to feel this good and I can only enjoy the time that I have ahead of me, I’m finally strong without having to faking it.