I don’t want to do this anymore

You sit in a roller coaster that is about to go down, you close your eyes because you want it to end, since you’re closing your eyes you can pretend to sleep and wake up when it’s over even though it feels pretty real.

Just like that it felt except that I didn’t choose this, and it will never be over, I will have to live with it. I closed my eyes and cried, I held my dads hand just like when I was a little girl and I kept saying in my brain that I don’t want to do this anymore I just want to go home and wish it was just a nightmare. 

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