It may be a family member, boyfriend/girlfriend or a friend who is going with you to the airport. You know that when you say goodbye to each other you’re going to be apart from each other for at least a year. You’re trying to keep the smile because you don’t want the other person to cry.
When you went past the security check you start to cry and when you’re home, you realize how far away he/she is, you send messages to him/ her but that’s not the same thing.
You miss her/his voice and just to know that he/she is nearby.
To make yourself feel a bit better, you avoid to think about that person, then he/she calls you and the voice brings up all the memories but you’re so happy to hear him/her. When you lay down the phone, the tears are falling and you get angry of the distance , you get angry of why the life is like this and it will never change.