I will never think of the past as something tragic I will keep looking forward.

Her eyes were stuck on me I told her that I wanted a hug so she gave me a hug. She stared at me and laughed with her beautiful dark eyes. Then a teacher told her to go into the room were the other children were, it was time to say goodbye at least for now and I knew that these kids were going to remember me.

My week have been a roller coaster, I have cried, I have smiled and I have laughed. I have got answers and comfort. Did you know that you’re not born being shy, that is the highly sensitive part that you’re born with. That makes you analyze everything around you so people think you’re shy. When they say you’re shy, you accept it and continue with it. Therefore it is not ok commenting that a child is shy. He or she wasn’t shy but after that he/she will start to be that.

Did you know that you feel what the mother feel after week 27 when you’re in her belly. Therefore you’ll be affected by the adoption even though you’re just a baby.

At last did you know that I have nothing to be sad about, I feel strong for keeping going forward, I feel powerful for never giving up. I’m proud of myself.

Goodnight

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Author: Ebba Katherine

My name is Ebba Katherine, I was born in Colombia 1995, I'm writing about my life as adopted with two families.

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