An emotional chameleon

His worries, his doubts, her anger her cry… their emotions are mine but they don’t know it yet. I care on a completely new level. I feel the mood in the room if you yell and send out angry energy I will respond with anger even if you’re not angry with me.

“Bullshit” you think “You only want attention”. No I don’t want attention, I want to be as happy as I was before I entered the room and felt the mood. You’re sad I can feel it and I can’t relax until you’re happy again. I stay quiet because I will not make you feel worse but when I am quiet I start to think as sad thoughts as you think. I think of every possible way to make you happy and I get sad when I don’t know how.

I am a chameleon… an emotional chameleon. Sometimes I hate it and sometimes I love it. For example I love it when you’re so happy you good die because of bad news. I will be as happy as you. Right know I feel uncomfortable as you feel.

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Author: Ebba Katherine

My name is Ebba Katherine, I was born in Colombia 1995, I'm writing about my life as adopted with two families.

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