The time passes by and suddenly there’s three weeks left to the Colombia trip. I’m excited but nervous, one part of my brain says “you have done this before it is nothing to be nervous about” and the other part says “What if something happens on the way, what if everything not is as great as I thought what if…”. Right now I’m trying to listen to the positive part of my brain because I know that the negative part only want to ruin everything for me. I have missed them all so much, I would love to be with them for real and not through whatsapp. When I have been there I will have happiness for a whole year because Colombia equals happiness.